urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_amorphousi_amorphousi_amorphousi_amorphous2008-07-01T09:36:21Zurn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_amorphous:1293more of the same2008-07-01T09:36:21Z2008-07-01T09:36:21Zwe marched on over red bricks and cobblestones<br />with a battalion of instruments that sang for beauty<br />we conquered in love<br />we destroyed in love<br />in all righteousness we burned in love<br /><br />and finally we regret in love<br />and felt the beauty of loss<br />and finally we feel in love<br /><br />love, Oh! the beautiful sadness of separateness!<br />stay a while<br /><br /><br /><br />yeah bored, i miss somethings obviously but i don't regret much. I hope to get a chance soon to open up someones head. I've been rather uninterested up until fairly recently and now I'm slowly opening up to the idea. I'm not sure how I'm going to pull this off but I'm going to really try to dig into her and see whats under all this. so far its just been a game that I've been unwilling to play but I'm thinking about bypassing the whole thing and get to the heart, look inside her and open myself up a little bit to see if the pieces fit.urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_amorphous:984woah confusion2008-06-20T07:56:56Z2008-06-20T07:56:56ZIt was my birthday yesterday and i wasn't really expecting much, but weird stuff happens in the month of june. I'm not sure i really get women, i kind of understand buuuuut, I'm not sure how to deal with some of the things that are being thrown at me. yeah so im probably going to be looking for tons of insight to figure out whats going on at the moment, whether i should just go along or just remove myself.