we marched on over red bricks and cobblestones
with a battalion of instruments that sang for beauty
we conquered in love
we destroyed in love
in all righteousness we burned in love

and finally we regret in love
and felt the beauty of loss
and finally we feel in love

love, Oh! the beautiful sadness of separateness!
stay a while



yeah bored, i miss somethings obviously but i don't regret much. I hope to get a chance soon to open up someones head. I've been rather uninterested up until fairly recently and now I'm slowly opening up to the idea. I'm not sure how I'm going to pull this off but I'm going to really try to dig into her and see whats under all this. so far its just been a game that I've been unwilling to play but I'm thinking about bypassing the whole thing and get to the heart, look inside her and open myself up a little bit to see if the pieces fit.

It was my birthday yesterday and i wasn't really expecting much, but weird stuff happens in the month of june. I'm not sure i really get women, i kind of understand buuuuut, I'm not sure how to deal with some of the things that are being thrown at me. yeah so im probably going to be looking for tons of insight to figure out whats going on at the moment, whether i should just go along or just remove myself.